Nobody Noes

i dunno y lately i've been tinking abt us... me n him... maybe been listening to my fren problems have make me realise... but still my heart never run from my belief...

previous nite i had a talk with my fren... wat she say was true... the answer she received from him was the same answer that i received too... he's dun want to get committed to anyone yet... not for the moment...

i gues everyone been thinking y he's like that... even i myself think for the explaination... people might thought that we r couple... n yet we r not.. we r jus close like before.. jus like the moment we r still together... Like i say, it doesnt make any different with us being couple n individual... we r still like before...

yet it hurt me even more when we r not couple.. coz ppl might think that i'm doing this for being desprate.. but please.. 1/4 of it was true... but mostly base on love... if its not becoz of my love n believe in us, i wouldnt go till this far...

I love him with all my heart... he's the only one whom i wish to marry to... spend my life with... regardless his attitude... regardless of his cold treatment towards me...

sometime i do wonder y... but i jus think for the best... i jus love him... only him... y i love him so much... y i can still stand his attitude... coz i believe in him... i have faith in him... i have the patient... the care... the trust... pettiness... the everthing...