Dreaming Of You!!

i never thought that i could eventually dream of his whole family...

its jus a moment before he went for his trip... we had fun outside...didnt notice that he was hook up with his guys fren.. those gangster type... den we dunnno where to go next... so planned on going to his house... since no ones at home... but the surprise is that i went there alone.. whereas its his house... i enter as normal... noeing the house unit n everything... i stay in his room.. but his room was changed... the position was his sister's room... den suddenly without me noeing, wen i was online with him, a small kid come over... i asked him who... he said it his small niece... so by all means, i help her go to sleep... the whole time i have to carry her... n she seems fragile... so have to really take care of her...

suddenly wen nas reached home, i was carrying her, his mum make all sorts of noise... she jus trying to asked we all out... n surprisingly, i shouted back at her whle carrying that small kid... i was so frustrated... eventually everyone left except me... i stay there.. n not noeing after that his mum was so nice to me... asking em to go to mak house... here n there... n also the whole family was reacting strangely... they were so nice to me... treating me warm...

den next i remembered we went for a trip together.. but unpleasantly, its like an illegal trip.. i dunno... police were searching for us... so on n so for... people gone missing.. n me rushing here n there... thats where i started to saw my frens...

but isn't it strange, towards the beginning, he treating me cold... den towards the middle, he was nice n cozy... n towards the ending, he treated me cold again...

if want to base it to real life... yes he's like that... treat me cold n warm.. as and wen he likes... so i dunno... jus miss him so much...