Ur Miss Nobody

yah nice one ah.... been hoping that he'll kol me or meet me... n yet no... not a single kol... purposely keep myself quiet... even i told nyai to say i'm out... whereas i'm not... at home, doing nothing... waiting n waiting for one damn farking kol of his... n yah not... n now surprise to noe it from faz tat she wanted to ask me n meet him.... whole day it has been her koling me..

urgh!! tooo bad lor.... no longer going to be the one hoping n pestering him to meet me... n if he thought of meeting up, by rite he's the one who shld kol me.... i'm not dumb to eventually never have feeling that they r meeting up.. i noe... but i keep quiet... dun want to make a big deal out of it... dun get me wrong i'm not jealous if he's meeting faz... not that i'm petty over stupid bangle that i asked him to buy... i jus asked, i never force... its not like as if singapore never sell bangles...

but i dun understand where does his priority gone to... am i his trash... yah me here waiting for two week.. never do nting... n yet i told him i miss him, respond only ah-huh.... den giggle... wtf... ouch totally thru my heart... n yah i asked abt individually... not generally... dun be stupid la... if generally, obviously u missed everyone... n yah talked abt that bfb... n yah thx nas... u shown me enouf... say that u never love her.. not going to even care what she do... but yet u compare urself wwith other guy that she's with... saying that she's stupid to eventually not choose ITE Dover... n yah jus wat a sudden put down wen we had a good, nice, hilarious conversation... reason sleepy.... you dun even sound sleepy... fine i understand ur tired... but u can simpple at least make some tired noise... straching or yawn... at least by doing that shows that ur freaking tired...

you dun even noe that i cried myself to bed... n yah i didnt sleep... couldnt even sleep... do u even bother to convience me to sleep... NO!!!

i'm totally dissapointed in u... u jus make me feel so not special... no longer ur sumone u turned to... u make me feel like everything is farking effortless... never even give me the confidence in us... never even haf the guts to say things to me...

fine i noe i've been harsh n sensitive to you... but wats the point... u dun care... u dun love me... i'm jus ur nobody....