Up on my mind!!!!

i dunno wat have i been thinking all this while... yes couldnt agree more that we r perfectly fine... he's seems to be ok... but there sumting i worried abt....

lately been having strange dreams.... been getting different remark... slightly different respond... wow!!! almost everything make me stress out.... everything seems to go against me....

how can this be?

sometime i wonder whether i do everything is worth it or not.... can be consider that everything is based on truth n thoughtful way.... most of them, i'll based it on his instruction.... i jus dunno y i can be sucha fool sumtimes... jus listen n follow every single word of his... whereas he unlikely to even listen to wat i'm going to say.... jus based on his rudeness, u can noe whether he put words in his bloddy stoney head or not...

do u noe that in which i keep on listen to him only, following his way only without any compromisation bt us... i gues it all naturally in a way of respecting him... nwae i want to take him as sumone in my whole life... sumone to be with for the rest of my life... he's just sumone i'm confident with... he's sumone i called my own... i've been observing his character... he have that package that i need...