Seems like it have change!

recently been having a good nice talk with him... wel eventhough it all started of with me... having me to eventually have to crack out my brain... n have to burst tears...

like i said before... my mind seems to be thinking alot... totally alot...

so after asking him questions n in a way i got the answers... i gues i'm abit ease... enlighten... relief...

like i said all i need is a confirmation from him... whether he's going to be with me or not... n unexpectedly, he said wouldnt be too fast... so can i assume that it going to be a yes... but den keep on asking... he said no... jus becoz i said if its a no... maybe there could be a miricle... idiots since wen he jus follow wat i say...

but towards the end, everything being covered up... wel started off wen he said he trying to change.... i understand by that... i'm willing to help... but i dunno....

i gues its not that i'm freak out coz he wanted to change for the good.. but i gues i;m jus lucky to have him... noeing y.. .coz actually i've been wanting to change... wel for the better... but reason y i never have the change to change coz having him ard n still couldnt resist the temptation to do sex... i gues no point changing if we still wanting all that....

but now its easier coz he's been to umrah... n he wanting to change... n isnt its better for me to grab tis chance to change too...

i noe its kind of hard for us to restrict ourself from doin those thing... but we can still try...

n i gues we made it today... an outing...without any mushy-mushy in between... congrats nasri...

wel i jus hope we can make it for the better relationship...